Friday, September 18, 2015

Erti Profesional Kalau Rasa Gembira

Another Friday is blessed for me & us all.. alhamdulillah. Life goes on no matter how tough some period might be for us. Trust me... I've been there. Hari ni  nak simpan ttg perkataan 'profesional' yg digunakan ke atas satu isu oleh seseorg.

I doubted when someone said 'saya profesional' bila hanya pakar menggunakan lidah tak bertulang utk 'membeli & mempengaruhi'. I knew dammed well what is promoting & marketing, dear. 

I didn't tell you that time I am a professional too because I didn't have the heart to spoil your excitement. And I was still in my 'under-cover' mission (in preparation to write 12 DAYS). Indeed I am a professional. I even have my membership number & a title behind my name to prove it. Tapi tak boleh riak... nanti berdosa.

Do you know what am I professional at? Saya 'profesional' krn sy melihat, membaca, mengira, menjumlah, menguji, membanding, memadan & menilai secara mematuhi peraturan & undang-undang yg govern profesionalism itu, utk mengeluarkan keputusan & memberi pengesahan kpd fakta yg ada mengikut kemampuan & kapasiti pendapat saya dlm 'mempengaruhi' orang melalui pembuktian.

Ada beza?

Didn't he told you that I am a 'genius'? Itu doanya & mgkn ia makbul krn skrg saya jadi 'D Modern But Conventional Siti Muslihat'. Hmm.... tajuk alternatif utk 12 DAYS tp pjg sgt la pulak.

I got what I looked for, politely, gracefully & with all due respect. I've proved what I did was correct, what I do is correct & what I will do will be correct too selagi saya buat dgn keizinan dia & keizinan Allah.

Kalau pnh berdosa sekali, jgn ulangi. Jagalah maruah sbgi seorg perempuan, isteri & ibu krn dlm waktu singkat ini awak nmpk bgmn org itu jadi dracula. Dan dracula hanya mengingatkan sy kpd MDH. Bilalah dpt izin terbit agaknya tu... terseksa dlm penantian.

Hari ini, despite various feeling, I am relieved that my final say has been endorsed. 


My dear MAHAN,

Ummi nak simpan memori awak ni dlm FRAN. So that one day, kalau ia masih di sini, you can see how you looked like when 'Kalau Rasa Gembira'. 

Despite everything n anything happened, this really warms my heart... 



Didik & MAHAN (Babang x de dlm video)
Ummi berdoa kamu akan menjadi seorang Muslimin yg hebat
suatu masa nanti
krn ombak hidup yg sdg membadai tak didatangkan tanpa hikmah.
Believe it.

&

"You never know how strong you are, 
until being strong is the only choice you have"
(Tq Lani for that...)

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Jom baca Al-Kahfi.

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