Salam Ramadan yg mulia... menghampiri pertengahannya...
Utk MAHAN yg Ummi syg, hari ni kamu genap 5 bln... slmt ulang hari lahir ya...
MAHAN, it's your 1st Ramadan after you're born. Last year, while having u in my womb, Ummi managed to complete 29 fasting days. This year, Ummi collapsed on d 1st fasting day. It's either Ummi was too exhausted, or depressed... but doc diagnosed Ummi had a serious dehydration problem. Plus I got thyroid storm for the whole week. Insya-Allah Ummi akan cuba qadha, ataupun jika masih terbatas upaya, Ummi akan bayar fidyahnya.
This year, a day before Ramadan came, we officially moved out from our home. A home that I have been inside for almost 9 years. If I ever had any better choice, leaving the hse may never be in my agenda. But... I pity those people who 'suffered a lot @ sakit hati dan jiwa' witnessing our happiness. Most probably, this is what they always wanted, so be it. Even the decision tear me n your Papa's heart, we leave it to Allah to heal us... n suatu masa mrk akan dpt penghakimannya.
MAHAN... please forgive Ummi for all the difficulties you n your brothers might suffer for the few months coming... or may be for this 3 years time, untill our 2nd hse in THRP ready for us to occupy n settle down, insya-Allah.
You wouldn't know how much Ummi is crying in my heart when you cant sleep as sound as you were, back in our old hse. Ummi can't help but cursing that specific people who led me into this decision, when I see your brothers sweating while sleeping n when they're complaining missing their friends.
I know its too hot now without aircond. Even I almost could not drink the water when it come straight from the pipe into our kettle. Mcm dah tak biasa minum air yg tak bertapis. But please... be grateful to Allah, at least we still have shelter and roof on our head, while many people suffer a lot out there... not to mention what is happening to our brothers n sisters in Palestin. And please... spare Ummi n Papa some time to look into new temporary resident for you. In fact we are now in the process of negotiation... do pray for your Papa n Ummi, my boys...
Thn ini juga, Ramadan latihan utk Didik. D 1st week, walau bersila atas lantai jubin yg sejuk dikelilingi brgn rmh yg msh bersepah, Didik rajin bgn sahur. Waktu sekolah, dia puasa spi tgh hari je. Blk umah Nek Imah, dia minta nasi hu hu...
Utk MAHAN yg Ummi syg, hari ni kamu genap 5 bln... slmt ulang hari lahir ya...
MAHAN, it's your 1st Ramadan after you're born. Last year, while having u in my womb, Ummi managed to complete 29 fasting days. This year, Ummi collapsed on d 1st fasting day. It's either Ummi was too exhausted, or depressed... but doc diagnosed Ummi had a serious dehydration problem. Plus I got thyroid storm for the whole week. Insya-Allah Ummi akan cuba qadha, ataupun jika masih terbatas upaya, Ummi akan bayar fidyahnya.
This year, a day before Ramadan came, we officially moved out from our home. A home that I have been inside for almost 9 years. If I ever had any better choice, leaving the hse may never be in my agenda. But... I pity those people who 'suffered a lot @ sakit hati dan jiwa' witnessing our happiness. Most probably, this is what they always wanted, so be it. Even the decision tear me n your Papa's heart, we leave it to Allah to heal us... n suatu masa mrk akan dpt penghakimannya.
MAHAN... please forgive Ummi for all the difficulties you n your brothers might suffer for the few months coming... or may be for this 3 years time, untill our 2nd hse in THRP ready for us to occupy n settle down, insya-Allah.
You wouldn't know how much Ummi is crying in my heart when you cant sleep as sound as you were, back in our old hse. Ummi can't help but cursing that specific people who led me into this decision, when I see your brothers sweating while sleeping n when they're complaining missing their friends.
I know its too hot now without aircond. Even I almost could not drink the water when it come straight from the pipe into our kettle. Mcm dah tak biasa minum air yg tak bertapis. But please... be grateful to Allah, at least we still have shelter and roof on our head, while many people suffer a lot out there... not to mention what is happening to our brothers n sisters in Palestin. And please... spare Ummi n Papa some time to look into new temporary resident for you. In fact we are now in the process of negotiation... do pray for your Papa n Ummi, my boys...
Thn ini juga, Ramadan latihan utk Didik. D 1st week, walau bersila atas lantai jubin yg sejuk dikelilingi brgn rmh yg msh bersepah, Didik rajin bgn sahur. Waktu sekolah, dia puasa spi tgh hari je. Blk umah Nek Imah, dia minta nasi hu hu...
Kalau hari cuti, bgn pagi je dia dah buka peti sejuk. Bila ditegur 'Adik! Adik tak puasa ke?', dia akan jwb, "Oh, saya terlupa, knp tak cakap awal2?". Ceh!
Didik dah pandai buat air Ribena sendiri n simpan utk sejukkan dlm freezer. Bila Ummi blm masak, dia cari ape je yg blh mkn dlm peti, tak kisah pun sbb mmg ada byk mknn dlm tu. Waktu buka, Didik pun sama sekali excited. Bgt jg MAHAN yg sgtla suka nak berbuka hu hu...
Babang okay puasa thn ni. Tapi kekdg nmpk Didik mkn, terganggu-gugat juga imannya. Satu hari Didik mkn maggie. Walau sorok2, tapi aromanya satu rumah blh bau... hu hu...
B : Ummi, knp Adik mkn maggie?
U : Tak pe lah... dia puasa separuh hari je...
B : Bkn... maksud sy bkn knp adik mkn maggie sbb tak posa..
B : Maksud saya, knp adik mkn maggie lagi bln ni?
(Ops, teringat rule saya mkn maggie hanya sebln sekali je)
U : Err.. dah itu je mknn yg dia ada selera...
B : Jadinya, saya pun blh la mkn magie 2x bln ni?
Notes : It's my 1st time writing from TSP. Di rmh smtra ini sy sdhkan keperluan fasa akhir SYKD spt yg diminta editor n grafik. Di sini jg sy siapkan 2nd last assignment. One last assignment to go, b4 I can focus on my new mss. Byk duka di TSP ni dlm tempoh sgt singkat, kenal manusia yg sshkan org tp lgsg tak reti ucap even single word of MAAF, tp sy msh berterima kasih. Its our precious experience n sempadan kehdpn spy kita tak jadi mcm diorg.
Itulah yg dikatakan, kita merancang dgn CITA, tapi DIA merancang dgn CINTA...
Ya Allah, semoga masih ada byk lagi Ramadan-Mu untuk kami... ampunkanlah kami... berkatilah kami...
Tahun ini juga kali pertama bg sy, Angah, Dik Sah, terutamanya Ibu... berpuasa tanpa lelaki yg sgt kami kasihi. Al Fatihah sentiasa untukmu...
penatnya pndah rmh time bulan pose ni kak..
ReplyDeleteso raya ni rmh terbuka ke tertutup..hehe.
selamat berpuasa kak & family.
wida, yes it was indeed exhausting. tapi nk wat cane... rezeki n hijrah tu kdg2 kita tak boleg pilih sendiri masanya. umah? tak de umah lagi nak buka @ tutup... we call it homestay for time being. Tetamu, bila sudi dtg, kami akan buka je pintu... tak moh lah jadi belalang n pak belalang hu hu...
DeleteApa yang sebenarnya terjadi di sebalik awak terpaksa berpindah rumah a Yati? Harap semuanya baik2 saja, sedih pula baca. InsyaAllah anak2 akan faham lama2 nanti. Wish u all the best.
ReplyDeleteYus, hmm... how do I say about it? Life is colourful n meaningful with many stories. Ia beri lesson in life, sempadan, pengajaran n ilham juga kekdg bila tulis mss hu hu... don't worry... we'll be fine Insya-Allah...touched by your concerned anyway.. tq fren...
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