PAUSE

I hope this is not wrong... simpan status SJI utk reference sy dlm FRAN. I am her FB silent fan, n I learn many things from her status. My 'maya' tutor. I adored her talents. I adored her scripts very much. How I wish I can be as good as her. 

PAUSE. Amazing. Sy blm mampu. I am not yet a writer anyway. A writer, wrote all the time. I didn't. A writer, writes everyday because it is a necessity for him/her. They ask no questions, make no exceptions because for a writer, writing isn't about hobby, it is about discipline. 

Me... writing is a hobby plus interest. Disiplin sgt minima. Sbb tu msh struggle cari masa luang yg msh belum ada. Msh bertatih menulis...

Paling tidakpun, my almost daily writing hanyalah di FRAN. Hopefully it can be counted as 'daily writing leads to better writing' hu hu.. Eventhough I don't write a lot, I write often, hopefully it still nurtures n protects my interest in writing.

Since I am unable to  write daily writing, ADI n LSFO msh terbengkalai. Kdg jealous dgn rakan2 penulis lain yg selalu keluar buku n yg selalu update e-novel mrk dlm blog. Err... jealous mcm ni tak pe kan... ia memberi motivasi tp sendiri yg tak termotivasi, acane...

ADI dah halfway. Sikit lg nk selesai. Lama dh tinggal, sshnya nak sambung. LSFO pun bgtu. Padahal mss berdua ni full story flow dah nk berkarat dlm kepala.

Lately, sy nmpk keterujaan Papa dlm my interest in writing. Tiap kali sy duduk dpn lappy, dia jenguk n tanya, "Manuskrip yg mana tu?"

Bila sy sengih n kata, "Err... FRAN...", Papa geleng. He seems bit frustated, sbb sy msh blm mula menyambung mss.  Bila nak dpt mood ni... bila nak ada masa ni.... PAUSE ke OFF ni RAN?

Sy mmg blm pandai pause. Yg sy tau OFF je. So, bila nak mula menyambung, kena tekan button ON n start all over again. Baca semula dr awal utk dptkan mood. Haiya, itu mcm bila mau habis daa?!

Kena belajar pause. Ilmu kena dipelajari. Ilmu perlu ada guru. Nak 'pause' ni pun kinda of knowledge kan...? Kena belajar kan?

Cikgu oh cikgu...!