Living With Meaning

It's the 1st book I read and complete this year. The book that touched me most deeply since it gave me the profound meaning of life. Ya.. the meaning of life, when after all that happened, undermine the spirit inside me.

This book has caused me to cry on its each page. Though the story is presented in simple sentences and has not so many pages... but it is very thick with the values of life.

On last Saturday night, I had the opportunity to speak with Aunt Aiza (one of the character in the book & she is my neighbor). And I was with her child who has the same fate, but in much better condition compared to Muhammad. I talked and I entertained the boy... and I keep my tears inside. Not tears of sadness or regret. But tears of repentance and thanksgiving that Allah has favor me with too many blessings till this moment... the moment I write this sharing.

Indeed, Allah tests are only for people who can endure it. To this day, in many-many tests I went through and through, I guess this kind of test is something my heart would loose enduring it. Or... maybe... I still couldn't realize if I indeed have that kind of strength to bear it when the time, if happen to be destined for me, comes. Which... I prayed hard to Allah... not to.

However, going through many things, self-experiencing and seeing so many things in this life, I've started to improvise my prayer. Shall my time comes to be tested, I pray Allah would have mercy to bless my heart with toughness and strength to endure the trials. I pray for Allah to strengthen my faith and to show me the right path and the right decision to be made. Despite all those severe pain and sorrow I feel, deep down inside I, and we all know that there is indeed silver lining hidden for everything that happen. And it is indeed for the better of my & our faith in this world and in the hereafter.

This book wake me up to the sense that life is indeed expensive. Like Dik Sah always said 'syurga tu mahal harganya'.

Hasil jualan buku ini akan disalurkan sepenuhnya utk pembiayaan pusat kanak2 spastik. Banyaknya pahala mereka. Dan betapa seorang insan seperti Muhammad mampu memberi kekuatan & inspirasi kepada ayahnya utk menulis perkongsian ini & paling kurangpun membuatkan manusia seperti saya menangis.

Untuk sesuatu yg dpt menjentik nilai hidup yg lama lesu, Living With Life is not just a book. It is life story telling in its way...

Buku ini selesai saya baca sementara menunggu passport baby MAHAN siap di Jab Imigresen minggu lalu.  Sweet memory sgt lihat gelagat MAHAN ambil gambar di kaunter imigresen. Byk kali snap... dia tunjuk jari tanda peace yo! Sekejap nanti dia senyum senget kepala, sekejap lagi tunjuk gigi. Macam2 aksi bergambarnya. Dia ingat kotla ambil gambar biasa hu hu. Org ramai di situ pun seronok tgk gelagat MAHAN hu hu.

Lps ketawa... saya menangis la pula habiskan LWM ni. 

And.. that's what I am doing now... 

Hidup di hdpn di tangan Tuhan... nak tak nak kena hargai apa yg msh ada hari ni. Tapi kdg2... tergelincir juga hati. Lumrah & fitrah... manusia yg sgt biasa.

Moga-moga saya juga blh jadi sekuat ibubapa Muhammad, walaupun ujian kita berbeza corak & warnanya.

INFO TAMBAHAN 
Rasanya buku ni tak meluas krn diterbit sendiri.
Ia cuma tumpang cetak di Karangkraf je.
Barangkali sedikit masa lagi ada kot yg akan bantu pasarkan.
Jika berhajat untuk nak beli, baca & menyumbang utk bekalan...
tapi sukar jumpa di kedai buku, boleh hubungi :
Pn Aiza 012-333 1654 @ En Suhairil 017-294 2514

Kalau nak saya informkan Pn Aiza pun boleh...
nnt mereka boleh hantar by post... insyaAllah.

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