Thursday, February 28, 2013

Please Don't Cry...

My KTVH manual editing done this morning before I started work in office. What a relieve. Sangat lega. Rasa mcm ringan sebelah bahu. Alhamdulillah, selesai satu lagi fasa. Sekarang proses edit di skrin pula. It suppose to be easier since saya cuma perlu betulkan ikut manual editing. Macam cikgu marking kertas kerja students... this is what an amateur writer like me does... hu hu... sebab tu lambat...

Tadi Didik kept saying, "Ummi, janganlah buat kerja komputer lagi. Adik nak tidur dgn Ummi... adik sayang Ummi...."

Saya kata, "Kalau adik sayang Ummi, adik tidur dulu ya. Teman abang tu... Ummi buat kerja sikit lagi. Nanti Ummi tidur sebelah adik ye... nanti kalau Ummi ada duit lebih, kita beli robot ya..."

There, integriti dari rumah ya... hu hu... tak niat nak rasuah. It would be a reward for him allowing me to stay a little bit longer with KTVH hu hu... bacakan doa tidur, tepuk2 dan nyanyi2 sikit, dia pun tido... selamat....

Sakit bahu, sakit mata, sakit kepala... let's stop and rest sekejap while listening to this song ya. Lagu yg kami nyanyi dalam hall setiap hari selama 3 bulan, just to get our tongue familiar with better English's pronunciation


Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Other Half


4U My Dearest Other-Half, 

In this blessed marriage of ours
Undoubtedly we've had some highs and lows
And it hasn't always been a bed of roses
But as time goes by
By sharing the sunlight and sometimes brave the cold
We survived to get through it all

I know that it doesn't always show, but....
Thank you for being such 
a wonderful other-half of mine.

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Terima kasih Tuhan di atas pinjaman-Mu
yang masih dipanjangkan ini...
Alhamdulillah

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Notes to remember :

When Babang still suffering his diarrhoea (getting minor), n Didik needs to have his pneumococcal injection, n saya sendiri dah 2 hari tak sedap badan... ambil day off, bawa kids ke klinik, then berdua dgn my other half menyimen di blkg rumah No.23...
org IWK lalu and said,
"La... renyai-renyai menyimen?
Hmm... elok pula tu, suami-isteri sama-sama menyimen..."
or it can be translated this way : 
"Oh, how sweet, the husband and wife together under the dizzling menyimen rumah..."
dan saya akan tambah, "...on our 7th anniversary..."
Hu hu....

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Better Spoken English

Just woke up from my b4 Asar nap. My fever seems gone. Tp sy rs sedikit sesak nafas. Mlm tadi tak blh tidur tp tak sampai hati nak kejut Papa yg sgt lena. Dekat jam 5 a.m baru lelap. Sllnya kalau begini, the attack is likely spying on me lah tu... Ventolin inhaler dh hbs, nk ajak Papa pi beli nnt.

I had 2 days course of Better Spoken English on last 20-21 Feb. Ms dpt email ttgnya, tak fikir pjg terus register. Budak2 opis ni kata ia cuma course nyenyanyi. Tak pa lah, sy mmg suka benda2 yg berkaitan bhs n nyanyi2 ni. Release sikit kepala... lgpun dlm setiap sesuatu pasti ada ilmu yg tersembunyi.

Bkn ramai yg suka bljr bhs. It would be boring n sleepy. Sbb tu belajar English, the most effective n attractive way is menyanyi! hu hu...

Lagipun dh lm tak pi kinda English course. Last I had was the 3 months English course provided for MRSM students while waiting for SPM result. Hmm... teringat kenangan tu.... n the song "Jimmy.. Jimmy please don't cry..."

When we nervous, it's not that we feel like there are butterlies in our stomach anymore,
but the butterflies do feel worse hu hu...
enrich vocab so we would not be gropping for words...
and it build our confidence level as well in public speaking.

Lot's of things yg sy pelajari. Bkn skdr ttg English n refreshing grammar, tp sy adored fascilitatornya. At 57, she looks very much younger, coloured with smile, very energetic n generous with abundance of experience. Some dh jd idea utk sy menulis. Sy mmg suka dgr cerita n pengalaman org sbnrnya...

Yg comelnya. we share the same ambitious in reading n we fill our handbag with bookI called her Prof even dia PM, tak pelah kan... Prof kata, having book to read, adalah salah satu cara kita kawal kebosanan dan kemarahan. Hu hu.. betul-betul-betul.

Memandang Prof ni, sy teringat Mel dlm MDH sy. I guess my Mel (MDH) is as petite and as pretty as her. Waktu menulisnya, I tried hard to imagine someone pretty at age of 50, but definitely tak blh ambil sample Anita Sarawak ok! Now I found one. Tp tk blh nk buat apa2 perubahan lg krn ia dh di tgn penerbit. Aduhai... lmbtnya 2014 ni... penantian mmg satu penyeksaan.

Among those I learned n refreshed from BSE:

1) Smile from your heart - secret of beauty n self cleansing method
2) Read more n write more to sharpen our English
3) Push aside inhibition n be child again if we want to learn

4) Anger is just a choice. We can choose to be angry n we can also choose to be not. Hmm... it is not that easy in reality... Pesan Papa Nasir kalau sdg mrh, pi amek wudhu n baca ayat Qursy.

5) Don't just wish to be able to speak English. Speak it! Now, working around without non-Malay, agak sukar utk sy lakukannya. Unlike when we work in private. 

6) To be a good English speaker, you can't avoid to learn grammar. There are 12 TENSES in English okay. Knp slm ni sy sll fikir cuma ada 4 je? Oh my grammar....

7) Avoid the Manglish. I used Manglish mostly in FRAN hu hu...
8) Give more love, n u get more of them.
9) Be HUMAN, be POLITE n be ANIMATED!

Okay, let's us twist our tongue with this English poem. Tiap kali pi English course, it seems to be the compulsary poem to be read... hu hu....

I take it you already know
of tough and bough and cough and dough?
Others may stumble, but not you
on hiccough, thorough, slough and through.
Well done! And now you wish, perhaps,
To learn of less familiar traps?

Beware of heard, a dreadful word
That looks like beard and sounds like bird.
And dead; it's said like bed, not bead.
For goodness sake, don't call it deed!
Watch out for meat and great and threat,
They rhyme with suite and straight and debt

A month is not a moth in mother,
Nor both in bother, broth in brother.
And here is not a match for there,
Nor dear and fear for bear and pear,
And then there's dose and rose and lose --
Just look them up -- and goose and choose,
And cork and work and card and ward
And font and front and word and sword.
And do and go and thwart and cart --
Come, come, I've hardly made a start.

A dreadful language? Man alive,
I mastered it when I was five.


Saturday, February 23, 2013

Gulai Udang Boncit Papa

Having cold n fever. Should've take a nap by now sbb dah telan ubat. Papa dah berdengkur depan TV. Didik sdg jadi Ultraman dan Babang di tuition. Tapi mata blm reti nak lelap lagi. Get into FRAN. Hmm... ulung-ulung ada kwn baru singgah FRAN. Sekali singgah minta resepi pula hu hu...

Honestly sy tak pandai masak. Nk bg resepi pun tergaru kepala dok ingat sml. Kalau ada udang, blh juga sambil masak sambil tulis. Papa Nasir pun actually few months ni asyik berkias, "Hmm.. dah lamanya tak mkn udang..". sambil jeling2 sy. Eleh, kalau nak suh masakkan, beli la udang tu kat pasar. Masalahnya dia nk pi masuk laut cari udang le tu! No, no, no... at least, not now... cuaca tak elok kan...

Sy kalau msk ikut dan je, ikut sesuka hati n sesuka rasa (sbb tu kdg jadi, mostly kena repair). As to respect  Intishaar ID's request, n as my own record sy simpan resepi yg sy beri tajuk (mcm mss pula) Gulai Udang Boncit Papa krn ia adalah favourite suami saya.. hu hu..

Gulai Udang Boncit Papa

Bahan2 :
Udang besar / udang galah secukupnya
Kacang buncis bbrp tangkai (sy suka potong dua je, biar panjang)
Bbrp tangkai cili api (I never used since anak2 tak mkn pedas)
1 inci kunyit hidup (serbuk pun boleh tp kurang wangi)
Santan kelapa (kepekatan ikut suka n kesihatan sendiri)
Bawang merah, bwg putih (ada yg tak buh bwg putih dlm gulai, terpulang)
Setangkai serai
Sehelai daun kunyit
Garam, gula, perasa

Cara-cara :
1) Perah santan n masukkan ke dlm periuk.
2) Kisar/tumbuk bebawang, cili api n kunyit lalu tuang ke dlm periuk santan td.
3) Masukkan serai n daun kunyit.
4) Masakkan di atas api sederhana besar.
5) Masak gulai kn sll 'timbuk' @ kacau kuahnya agar santan tak pecah minyak.
6) Sy masukkan semua bhn a masakkan hingga didih sbb Ibu kata ia akan lbh sebati.
7) Bila kuah dah masak atau 1st didih tu, baru masukkan udang.
8) Timbuk lg sekejap biar udang masak sikit.
9) Masukkan kcg boncit (masukkan lambat sbb tak mahu ia jadi lembik sgt)
10) Bubuh garam secukupnya.
11)Sedikit gula jika suka (Mak kata mskn lebih berseri letak gula).
12)Last, sy suka letak sikit perasa kiub ayam Knorr sbb nak bagi ia manis2 cam tu. Sbb rumah saya tak pernah guna ajinomoto hu hu... sikit je, secubit cam tu... kalau byk jd gulai ayam lah pulak...

Gambar ulangan Gulai Udang Boncit Papa
dr sharing Jelajah Joran dan Kenangan Si Kunang-kunang

Hari ni msk seafood tomyam, goreng ayam style KFC n goreng sayur je... saya tak larat, demam.. Babang mkn bertambah 2 kali, Didik as usual asyik hirup sup...

Hari ni juga I guess wedding Faizal Daros (xTSSB) di N9.  Akak wish to be there, tapi keadaan n kesihatan tak mengizinkan. Selamat pengantin baru utk Faizal Daros n Qistina! Semoga bahagia sampai syurga.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

The Stepmother

It's a novel by Carrie Adams, an author of The Godmother yg diadaptasi kpd filem. 352 pages n it cost me only RM8.00 in Big Bad Wolf 2012 hu hu...

The Stepmother. Terbayang mak tiri Cindirella? That's a typical perception. Can we ever imagine if one day the Cindirella is written in the opposite version? I grab this book for purpose. Seriously I need to see 'stepmother' from fiction's literature point of view. Overall, saya suka novel ini. Ia adalah realiti kehidupan. Certain shj yg tak suits our culture n religion. Ignore.



Bea n James berpisah krn Bea fikir suaminya tak cope up dgn hidup mereka n put every burden on her shoulder. After the 3rd baby, Bea pregnant lg n decided not to have that one sbb dia tertekan. It became issue bila James tak blh terima kenyataan Bea murdered their baby boy tapi blh pula terima bila Bea said it wasn't his. They divorced. Bea being a single parent, raised her daughters with her mother's support walaupun that was the last choice on the earth..

After 4 years, James akur Bea mmg tak akan kembali. The day Bea nak confess she wants to be with James again, it's too late. He found a girl name Tessa King - a lawyer in recording co. aged mid 30s. He falls in love again. So, Bea keep in herself the dreams and became worst. 

On the other hand, Tessa had hard times to adapt as a stepmother to be. Especially dealing with James's eldest's 14 years old daughter.  However, Tessa came crossed sesuatu pd sikap n sifat James yg contributed to his last marriage failure. Knowing his fiancee's ex-wife, learning all the flaws and incidents happen to the girls n Bea, winning over the girls attraction, semua rahsia dia ketahui. Ada 2 pilihan - as a lawyer, she binded utk tolong org n tegakkan kebenaran, as a lady n a lover n a wife a stepmother to be, she wants to have James for herself. 

I love d kindness n wisdom in Tessa even dia pun manusia yg ada flaws. Wonder whether I could be her in our very much different situation. Her late father said, "speak it outloud", so all the things yg dia rasa perlu diperkatakan, she spell it to James. On the day Tessa's father pass away, dia suruh James balik kpd Bea n settle all the unsaid things. If  he couldn't done that, their future marriage will follow suits. Fail! 

Walaupun Tessa yakin she done the best, tapi msh ada rasa sedih kalau James akan kembali semua ke pangkuan Bea n put back the family together.  There's a saying : Sometimes, we must love that person enough to let him go. If he ever loves us enough, he'll be back. 

James : I do loves Bea.
Tessa : (somehow feel broken hearted)
James : But I don't love her anymore now. It's you I love...

Ending : Happy. James married Tessa. Tessa n Bea becomes best ever friend. Bea gets back to work n get herself again as advised by Tessa. They take turn on the children...

Reality? Hmm.. I wish I will be blessed with ages n health n times, so that I can write another 'The Stepmother' - my own version. 

My walk to remember... bila ditolak ke suatu persimpangan, of course hanya ada satu pilihan harus dibuat. Of course sesuatu harus dikorbankan. Mungkin better now than never yg saya praktiskan akan memberi 1001 pros n cons. I am sorry if it doesn't favour many people. But again... it has to be done. Now when people started to see what I have seen earlier, I feel so relieved. But why deep in me, I feel the grief...?

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