When it happened... I scrolled down my FRAN. I wanted to see our life patterns for that period of time. I wanted to see what went wrong & how it went wrong. And I realized a thing... I indeed, knew it long ago. That justify the reason when all the stories were kept in the draft.
When I originally wrote this sharing ... we were in the middle of pack n unpack works. 4 times a year pindah rumah hya kerana menjaga hati manusia. Siapa boleh jadi saya? And in reality, saya 'pack & unpack' sendirian. Berhijrah dgn my boys sendirian. He wasn't there. He was in fact, in the space of nowhere.
Office buat event main bowling, ketika kami dlm fasa kesibukan memindah brg2 dr No 5 ke Homestay TSP (pindah kali pertama). Sebelum ni sy tak pnh ikut. Tp kali ni office buat acara family, n masa tu I pitied him so much lihat dia penat angkut brg, nak bagi dia break. But I didn't realize he had 'extra energy'. Transformer!
Sy dgn bowling tak sinonim mcm saya dgn hospital. Dlm hidup sy, ni kali ke2 ke kali ke3 kot sy pegang bola berat tu. Dan sy tak pnh blh baling dgn betul. Hari tu pun, sy hanya mengelek MAHAN. Almaklum masa tu MAHAN baru 3 bulan lebih. Lagipun niat cuma nk bg rest kat Papa & the boys. (knp asyik kita je fikir utk org?) Coincidence, ada team tak dtg, so one lane kosong. Kids conquered .
Pa main for both turns - his n mine. Tetiba dpt no. 3 drpd 13 teams, maafkan kami cengkelat! N guess which team was d 13th (d'last)? Tentulah Babang n groupnya hu hu...
Pa main for both turns - his n mine. Tetiba dpt no. 3 drpd 13 teams, maafkan kami cengkelat! N guess which team was d 13th (d'last)? Tentulah Babang n groupnya hu hu...
Babang n Didik love bowling. Sampai hari ni asyik sebut, "Bila lagi kita nak pergi main bowling?"
Nanti-nantilah ye nak. Tunggu jerebu clear dulu la ye. Lagipun 'pantang' tak habis lagi nih.
Sabar ye. Kata nak rawat. Ini je ubat yg agak praktikal buat masa ni. Mcm kapal tgh laut yg kritikal ditembusi peluru berpandu. Nmpk oleng-oleng nak karam, baling ajelah semua brg berat yg ada. Harap2 kapal tu sempat sampai tepi pantai. Samalah mcm sekeping hati bentuk love yg sumbing tu. Kena spill out everything. Return everything to everybody. Letakkan hati di hujung mouse (bkn pena).
Pengalaman tu guru kehidupan. Learn. I 'm worried, if you happen to fall again, I may not be able to be any near to rescue you anymore...
Nanti-nantilah ye nak. Tunggu jerebu clear dulu la ye. Lagipun 'pantang' tak habis lagi nih.
Sabar ye. Kata nak rawat. Ini je ubat yg agak praktikal buat masa ni. Mcm kapal tgh laut yg kritikal ditembusi peluru berpandu. Nmpk oleng-oleng nak karam, baling ajelah semua brg berat yg ada. Harap2 kapal tu sempat sampai tepi pantai. Samalah mcm sekeping hati bentuk love yg sumbing tu. Kena spill out everything. Return everything to everybody. Letakkan hati di hujung mouse (bkn pena).
Pengalaman tu guru kehidupan. Learn. I 'm worried, if you happen to fall again, I may not be able to be any near to rescue you anymore...
"Apakah yg hilang andai dilisankan
Bait penghargaan penuh kejujuran"
(Lafaz Yang Tersimpan - UNIC)
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