It's Done.. and It's Gone...

Hari ini kepala sy msh sakit. Maka, walaupun sy masuk office after 1/2 day leave pagi, ptg tepat 535pm sy dh punched out. Very unlikely of me balik sblm jam 6 hu hu... Nmpknya mlm ni kena dgr cakap Papa lah juga. Kena mkn panadol. Tak larat dah tanggung skt kepala.

Tapi rasanya mulai esok kepala sy mungkin akan rasa lega sikit. Sbbnya sy dh selesaikan misi sy utk KTVH. Ia dah diserahkan kpd editor BP pagi tadi. Alhamdulillah.

1st word editor bila lihat tajuknya ketika sambut mss, "Islamic story?"

Sy sengih dlm hati. Tak lah Islamic sgt. Not qualified to write so. It's my 1st trial for Islamic contemporary genre. This 4th drafted mss of mine is still fiction but on Islamic platform. Perkaitan Islamic atr tajuk, jln cerita dan nama hero heroinnya. 3 kali buat reading n editing sendiri sbb Papa Nasir busy. Ommit sana sini. Sudahlah ia seadanya. Pasti ada kelemahan dan kekurangan.

Ia akan berada di BP utk suatu jangka waktu yg blm dpt dipastikan, menemani kakaknya STKG. Menunggu giliran yg msh jauh. Tak apa... sy msh dan akan sabar menunggu. Sy dh terbiasa menunggu... hu hu.. ayat...

It' DONE! 
Submitted. Be good girl okay. Kamu kat rumah orang.

Ummi RAN will see you sometime later...

Dlm pd gembira tu, blk rumah ptg td rasa kehilangan sesuatu. Hmm.... me and my heart, mmg selalu mcm ni. Tengok garaj, di mana si Aveo hijau sy? Ia mmg cuma sebuah kereta. Barang. Tak bernyawa tapi dia ada enjin. Dan dia ada sumbangannya. Ketiadaannya amat dirasai hati ini. Adoi... mcm ayat buku.

Selamat jalan Aveo. Sorry... we couldn't afford to keep you any longer. It's heart wrenching thinking that you are not sleeping in your garage anymore, but instead in a used car center. It's not that we don't love you. You are my dearest coz it's a pleasure driving you. Senang nak parking. Berdesup, tak rasa. But may be it's time for us to be parted. And it's time for you to meet many friends at the centre. And Papa need to have another efficient car. Again, of course his favourite, back to Toyota. Kos melepas, adalah Almera utk saya kui kui kui...

Hmm... sy mmg selalu rasa berat hati berpisah dgn brg2 saya. Kalau tak ada dekat dgn sy pun, sy dah susah hati. Inikan pula kalau harus berpisah terus. Dgn barang pun sy jadi sentimentol, apatah lagi dgn org yg sy syg. Kindly bear in your mind RAN, semua ini bkn milik kita. Sampai tempohnya, kena dipulangkan, kena berpisah. Ni nasib juga berpisah ada ganti. Kalau yg tak ada ganti? Huk huk... sedih....

It's GONE! 

But I will always thank you for everything... 

as you will always be in my heart.