Hari yg sgt meletihkan. Problem pun mcm sakit. Dtg mcm kilat, nak suh pergi mcm siput! It's trial from Allah. Dia ingatkan kita, nak uji kita. Walau ia masalah org tapi bila kita yg menjadi harapan dan sandaran, ia juga part of our problem.
I had an emergency to attend to this afternoon. Had to take 1/2 day EL. Dgn perangai Babang yg pelik tak mahu pergi sekolah walaupun dah duduk elok dlm row-call, dgn nak lari ke Bangi attend my adinda. Aduhai, sakit kepala dan sakit dada. Sabar, Papa Nasir kata. In sha Allah, msh blh sabar. Cuma dada sy sakit Pa, setiap kali saya stress. Patutlah byk perkara Papa tak mahu cakap dgn saya, dan byk perkara yg Papa larang my siblings n family to tell me... ia hanya buat jantung saya sakit je...
Adindaku, sdgkan lidah lagi tergigit... kalau nak putus pun, hope ia jadi ekor cicak yg blh bersambung semula. This is your life, I have no right to interfere so I just leave it to you to decide. Apapun, tanya dan mintalah pd Dia dlm penyerahan. I would never take sides, just will be there whenever you need me.
Oh ya, bila melawat Tuan Abil di WBI ptg semalam, senyum saya bila baca a comment of a visitor tu. Dia tujukan lagu Andai Ku Bercinta Lagi (MOJO) utk Tuan Abil n Pn Gee. Indeed, sy mmg suka sgt lagu ciptaan KRU ni. Hu hu... kalau KRU sendiri yg nyanyi, camana agaknya bunyinye ye?
I had an emergency to attend to this afternoon. Had to take 1/2 day EL. Dgn perangai Babang yg pelik tak mahu pergi sekolah walaupun dah duduk elok dlm row-call, dgn nak lari ke Bangi attend my adinda. Aduhai, sakit kepala dan sakit dada. Sabar, Papa Nasir kata. In sha Allah, msh blh sabar. Cuma dada sy sakit Pa, setiap kali saya stress. Patutlah byk perkara Papa tak mahu cakap dgn saya, dan byk perkara yg Papa larang my siblings n family to tell me... ia hanya buat jantung saya sakit je...
Adindaku, sdgkan lidah lagi tergigit... kalau nak putus pun, hope ia jadi ekor cicak yg blh bersambung semula. This is your life, I have no right to interfere so I just leave it to you to decide. Apapun, tanya dan mintalah pd Dia dlm penyerahan. I would never take sides, just will be there whenever you need me.
Oh ya, bila melawat Tuan Abil di WBI ptg semalam, senyum saya bila baca a comment of a visitor tu. Dia tujukan lagu Andai Ku Bercinta Lagi (MOJO) utk Tuan Abil n Pn Gee. Indeed, sy mmg suka sgt lagu ciptaan KRU ni. Hu hu... kalau KRU sendiri yg nyanyi, camana agaknya bunyinye ye?
Sbnrnya nak simpan lagu ni utk ADI. Nnti bila ADI dah bergerak, when I share about it's progress baru nak upload video AKBL ni ke dlm FRAN. Alahai KTVH, cepatlah habis edit!!! Ponek dah den ni...
Tapi rindu nk dgr pula dah... Tuan Abil, lagu tu bunyinya macam ni... but please remember, it is just a song. Be strong and keep believing!
"Andai ku bercinta lagi suatu hari nanti,
Tunjukkan di mana ruang hati untuknya
yang masih belum kau huni,
Apabila tiba waktu bersemuka,
Ku harus pejamkan mata
Dan memaksa lafaz cinta
Dengan bayangmu di minda..."
Hmm... we can read, we can feel, we can view, we can listen,
we can share, and we can always try to understand
we can share, and we can always try to understand
tapi ia mungkin tidak sama dgn perasaan yg merasa
dan bahu yg memikul.
Orang putih kata,
"If you don't walk my journey,
please don't judge my path".
please don't judge my path".
Doa saya... semoga Allah berikan yg baik-baik utk kita semua.... Aaamiin...
Papa, terima kasih krn sehingga saat ini msh menjadi tiang seri Ummi yg belum pernah ampuh.
Mode : Penat sgt2, tapi tak boleh tidur lagi..
nak kena packing n kemas rumah....
Bonda Atiqah... terima kasih...
nak kena packing n kemas rumah....
Bonda Atiqah... terima kasih...
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