13th

27^th Jan. 2019

Ketika sdg buka sliding door beranda tepi, awal pagi yg sgt cantik…

P : Ayg, kat mana…?

U : Ada ni, nak kuar tengok pepokok jap…

P : Happy anniversary…

U : (Terkelu. Sumpah, terlupa langsung!)

U : Oh… sorry… saya lupa langsung...

U : Happy annv Pa, sorry… saya tak dpt jadi isteri yg baik…

U : (hati tisu mcm biasa)

P : I’m still here… we’re still here, together…

Rasanya belum ada tahun yg saya lupa ttg hari ni. Walau ada tahun saya tersalah bulan. Kdg confuse Jan @ Feb. Tapi… entah knp tahun ni, serius total lupa. Tambahan pula lately, agak tak sihat. Almost every night tidur tak selesa. Confuse atr symptom jantung due to thyroid @ minor athma attack. Apapun, Alhamdulillah. Dah lama kot sihat sgt. Sesekali Allah beri peringatan. Tanda Allah sayang…

Pa,

From that moment on,

I give my hand to you with all my heart,

I’ve promise to always be there,

Give you anything & everything I could

To always care through weakness & strength,

For happiness & sorrow, for better or worse

But, those are beautiful words written for a song

The truth is…

When I give my hand to you with all my heart,

I do hope that my heart will be taken care of with honesty & sincerity

When I promise you to always be there next to you through every thick & thin

There might be times when we’re on our knees & cried in pain

And there might be times when I have to hurt you with my principles

Pa,

I can see your hair's turning white

And you can obviously see the wrinkles on my face

They’re not only the signs of how much we have aged 

But how our marriage has survived the test of time with Allah’s bless...

Pa,

Thank you for these 13 years
Alhamdulillah

May there still times ahead to treasure, insyaAllah

May we survive the trials, hardships, pains & heartbroken

I can’t hope for much

Just… to grow old with you together

Andai ada izin Allah…

Pa, saya tak mampu nak beli hadiah mahal2... 

Just this... memori yg kekal dari Our Mini Green on our 13th years @ 27 Jan 2019. 

Our marriage life IS NOT a bed of roses, 

But, its okay... we have bright RED DAISIES anyway :-)  

Walks to remember :

Semoga Pa dan Umi hidup lama - Didik

Abang tak ada hadiah, ada doa je. Selamat  ulangtahun Umi & Pa, semoga bahagia! - Babang

#anniversary

#diaryRAN

#chedaisy

#maafkanakukeranataksempurna